I feel stupid. But, I want to go to medical school. Now, I hate myself and want to take ADD drugs!?

That's just normal. In my chem 1 class during my first semester in college, there was about 2500 people who were premed. Out of those 2500, 5 made it to med school and I'm from a top 20 college so that sums up how easy it is to get into med school.